It's the last semester of my senior year and I'm struggling ><

It's not that I can't handle the workload; I've just lost all motivation and drive. My hours are spent online procrastinating (mostly on DA), working on random art, writing letters, playing piano, daydreaming, etc. I'm really just pondering my life in these wasted hours. Trying to find some way to make these last few months an eternity because time is continually slipping through my fingers. It's already March!! Wasn't Christmas just last week? It sure feels that way....

Ugh... I can't decide what's worse (better?): staying in this rut and hanging onto every day, or just letting time whiz by to graduation.

I'm planning on taking some Ballroom dance classes with a friend soon, so maybe that will force me to realize I actually have to do the workload in front of me XD (How the hell was I so diligent last year?? I've cut back on sooo many things this year, so why am I not more productive?!?!)

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Okay, that's enough of that

In art news I'm working on a cherry-blossom chair for my Adv. art class, and will hopefully take my portfolio home during Spring Break so I can post relatively recent work on here

I'm also working on a fanart piece of L from Death Note, using photos from cosplayer Miguel Mercado as reference. It's *mostly* sketched out, but I have yet to figure out how I want to finish it. Perhaps I'll scan it and use the magic of my wacom tablet...


That's it for now... I should go back to poetry analysis >< oh joy.....